Honestly, what kind of low self esteem did I have?

I am going back to bed to hate on the woman I was fifteen years ago…

A guy cheated on me and I forgave him and took him back!

Honestly, what kind of low self esteem did I have? What was wrong with me?

Many years later I cheated on good men to punish them for the sins of another…

Thank goodness I am not that woman anymore! I am more likely to be the cheater than the one cheated on! Na hiyo ni maendeleo…

Let me take this weekend to reflect on how far I have come… Why was I so desperate? It’s hard to forgive oneself for foolishness!! I have these angry feelings and I want to slap myself hard…