I have lived my life trying to please

That I have lived my life trying to please and to keep the peace even when clearly hurting is finally coming back to haunt me. Alas what is one to do when one should have spoken up five years ago when memories were fresh… Evidently one should deal with shit at the exact moment when it hits the fan… as it did one wintry day five years ago… apparently that’s when I decided to walk out of a warm house to start my whoring ways…now being an old whore, wisdom dictates that I should start on antidepressants to calm down my old titties…but even Obamacare is too expensive for this bish, not having married rich and all.. I am letting go… I worry not about my burial…for I have paid sufficient taxes to the State of Arizona…